Hello all!! Wow its been a long time since i've last updated or even just wrote a journal! Needless to say though, i have been active on here seeing (and reading) some amazing new stuff!
However for my friends who personally know me, things havent been all fluff and have been more tougher than normal. (Warning, this may be a bit of a downer) Some of you know that I deal with several anxiety disorders as well as major depression, well it has unfortunately worsened, and the relationship with my father has all but disappeared. My mother moved out about two months ago with my brother and i was stuck to staying with my father since i dont have a job to help pay for rent, and he has made it almost impossible for me to even get my day straight let alone get any better with dealing with anything. So things have been pretty much shit for me. (Mind my language). But it has gotten to the point where i am now desperately trying to get out of the house, and it breaks my heart considering how close my father and I were before my problems arose. But my only available option is an in-patient program, which understandably is something that needs to be considered with how bad things are with my disorders, but it is one mountain that i an beyond terrified of climbing.
So to get to the point, this is the main reason why I havent seen or talked to most of you. I just dont have the ability to do much. As much as I want to, there are days where all i can do is just stay at home and try to keep calm or try to calm myself down so im not pushing myself too far beyond a breaking point. ......that, and my only source of transportation is a bike right now, so,
this is why i haven't been at class these last few weeks.
I'll end my little rant there and end on a high note.
I have seen the new Doctor Strange movie twice now and absolutely love it!!!! Cumberbatch never ceases to impress me with his talent in acting. I wont say anything about it in case of spoilers, but if you haven't seen it yet, YOU MUST!!!
Now i just cant wait to see Fantastic Beasts next Friday. (I know it comes out to night/tomorrow, but im seeing it next Friday with my mother) It looks awesome!! So excited!
I started watching the show The Escape Artist on Masterpiece Mystery with David Tennant and it is really good so far.
I probably would say more but im on my phone doing this with one finger and its my left hand, (my right hand is holding it)
So, i hope everyone is doing great and well. Happy early Thanksgiving to everyone!!!! Hope you all have a wonderful rest of your week!!