violetdragon626

Hello! Hope everyone is doing well, with school or just in general. Its been a while since I have posted or updated in a while. Things have been difficult for me lately and trying to deal with the stress that my family is putting on me and making me go through is very difficult, so unfortunately it has made it hard for me to do things and to be in a reasonable mood. But all in all, I'm still standing and fighting the fight and standing against the storm.

On the brighter side of things, I more than eagerly await the premiere of Thor: Ragnarok. Can't wait!!

Its scary to learn that there are so many fires burning right now here on the west coast.

On the other hand, I have decided to try and sell some of my ceramic pieces that I have posted here. I will link those that I want to sell here and if you are interested, let me know and we can go from there. 

Hope everyone stays safe and has a good Halloween or a lead up to it.

     

Let me know if you are interested and we can go from there with pricing and details on each piece.

Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't been active lately, things have been really tough for me lately. I have been dealing with a mountain of crap these last few months trying to deal with a move in with my mother (and unfortunately my brother too) from my old home to an apartment. Things were getting extremely hard and my disorders were getting worse. (My parents just recently separated and are planing for divorce) (lovely plus there)  But, to make matters worse, it has been increasingly difficult to find a program to help me with my disorders (either they can't treat me or they are really expensive), my brother thinks that it's ok to treat me any way he wants to, and there seems to be more arguments and bad days than good.

I'm sorry if this sounds like me ranting or complaining, but im stretched too thin and its getting harder to try and keep quiet about it all. At least within my family. But it feels like this is the last place I can just let it go.

So if you read this, I really appreciate that you did.

On a brighter note, i just saw the new trailer for Thor: Ragnarok!!! Arghh, Marvel is going to tease us for the next seven months!! It will be awesome!!
Also, i am going to be 21 in 2-3 weeks, so eeeeeee

Hope you all have a wonderful Spring and a great Easter!

Hello everyone!!! Just a quick little update before Christmas. 
Lets see.....

Well, yesterday I was hanging out with at her house, and we were just watching videos on youtube while I had my lunch. Of course we both had the munchies, yay , and since I cant have anything with wheat in it (moderate wheat allergy, thank the gods its no Celiacs) so i was grabbing mandarins and mini apples that she had. But of course she had out a bag of Cheez-its, which are a downfall for me. So I decided, knowing how far I can push my allergy without having a reaction, "oh...I'll just have one or two crisps." .........4-5 handfulls later......  So, now im dealing with my typical reaction to wheat which is really bad stomachaches (it literally feels like food poisoning cramps and then like your about to get sick, but nothing ever happens, so im just stuck with pain on-the-verge-of-getting-sick feeling) as well as a really bad headache, that would go a away with Advil, but then decides to come back and everything else just hurting to the touch.
......So yeah, stupid me, but it was worth every freaking cracker!  You never know how good something is/tastes until you cant have it anymore. It tasted like freakin heaven, so of course I had more than I should. Of course, it completely passed my mind that Christmas is in 2 days (yesterday 3), and I have to be at my moms all day Saturday to help get everything ready, and the drive all the way out to my Grandparents, who live in Davis (i live in Roseville, so its about a 30-45 min drive, plus dealing with traffic). So basically, i get to deal with my insides wanting to be on my outsides, while dealing with christmas traffic. (For those who dont know, I hate feeling sick, so it usually ups my anxiety, and it quite literally doubles when im on the road).  Hopefully my mom can help me get some antihistamine (basically Benadryl tablets) to see if I can get this to stop before the weekend. Until then, I get to sit in bed and pray I dont get sick.

Well, life is still shit here a home. Dad is still having his dick moments at least once a day. We literally have about 4 decorations up in the house, and my mom had to put them up. He dosnt want to put up a tree because, where we store it, it is blocked by his Jeep's hard top. So the house is practically bare when usually it is completely stuffed with Christmas decor. Thankfully my mother invites me to her appt. to have dinner and watch Christmas movies. 

On a brighter note, I went and saw the new Assassin's Creed movie the other night. It was actually really good. I mean, you kind if have to know what the game is about and the whole conflict between the Assassin order and the Templars as well as knowing about Abstergo industries and why they are bad. But other than that, it was good. Michael Fassbender did a great job in my opinion. I love the new design of the Animus (I wont go into detail just in case of spoilers) but its really cool!

Saw "Fantastic Beasts and where to find them" as well, about a week and a half ago. I havent felt that much nostalgia in a while. I mean, i was smiling ear to ear with just the opening titles! Newt Scamander is such a cutie!! Eddie Redmayne did a great job!  Again, I'll be good and not say anything, that way I dont accidentally spoil something. 

Well, so much for a "short" update, but nevertheless at least Im doing these more often than I have. 

I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas, or whatever holiday you celebrate this time of year, and hope you have a wonderful New Years!!  

Hello all!! Wow its been a long time since i've last updated or even just wrote a journal! Needless to say though, i have been active on here seeing (and reading) some amazing new stuff!

However for my friends who personally know me, things havent been all fluff and have been more tougher than normal.  (Warning, this may be a bit of a downer) Some of you know that I deal with several anxiety disorders as well as major depression, well it has unfortunately worsened, and the relationship with my father has all but disappeared. My mother moved out about two months ago with my brother and i was stuck to staying with my father since i dont have a job to help pay for rent, and he has made it almost impossible for me to even get my day straight let alone get any better with dealing with anything. So things have been pretty much shit for me. (Mind my language). But it has gotten to the point where i am now desperately trying to get out of the house, and it breaks my heart considering how close my father and I were before my problems arose. But my only available option is an in-patient program, which understandably is something that needs to be considered with how bad things are with my disorders, but it is one mountain that i an beyond terrified of climbing.
So to get to the point, this is the main reason why I havent seen or talked to most of you. I just dont have the ability to do much. As much as I want to, there are days where all i can do is just stay at home and try to keep calm or try to calm myself down so im not pushing myself too far beyond a breaking point.   ......that, and my only source of transportation is a bike right now, so, this is why i haven't  been at class these last few weeks.

I'll end my little rant there and end on a high note.

I have seen the new Doctor Strange movie twice now and absolutely love it!!!! Cumberbatch never ceases to impress me with his talent in acting. I wont say anything about it in case of spoilers, but if you haven't seen it yet, YOU MUST!!!  
Now i just cant wait to see Fantastic Beasts next Friday. (I know it comes out to night/tomorrow, but im seeing it next Friday with my mother) It looks awesome!! So excited!
I started watching the show The Escape Artist on Masterpiece Mystery with David Tennant and it is really good so far.

I probably would say more but im on my phone doing this with one finger and its my left hand, (my right hand is holding it)

So, i hope everyone is doing great and well.  Happy early Thanksgiving to everyone!!!! Hope you all have a wonderful rest of your week!!

How long have you been on DeviantArt?
   I have been on DA for three years now.

What does your username mean?
To be honest, it was a random name that I just thought of, but I have been in love with dragons for years, so that has a huge meaning in the name, for the violet part, I'm not too sure.

Describe yourself in three words.
Imaginative, strong, and caring

Are you left or right handed?
Right handed

What was your first deviation?
A simple sketch of an online mini game character (nitrome's Temple Glider)

What is your favourite type of art to create?
Just a bit of everything really.

If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
Computer painting

What was your first favourite?
"You'll need a blanket" by lisaharald

What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Fan-art

Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
I have many favorite deviant artists

If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
I would love to meet all of my favorite artists

How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
Some of them are close friends of mine and have been there for me and it makes my day seeing people fave my work and add me to their watch

What are your preferred tools to create art?
Sketch pad and mechanical pencil.

What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
Not sure

What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
When I hit 20 followers, and just seeing people fave my work.