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Hello all!! Wow its been a long time since i've last updated or even just wrote a journal! Needless to say though, i have been active on here seeing (and reading) some amazing new stuff!
However for my friends who personally know me, things havent been all fluff and have been more tougher than normal. (Warning, this may be a bit of a downer) Some of you know that I deal with several anxiety disorders as well as major depression, well it has unfortunately worsened, and the relationship with my father has all but disappeared. My mother moved out about two months ago with my brother and i was stuck to staying with my father since i dont have a job to help pay for rent, and he has made it almost impossible for me to even get my day straight let alone get any better with dealing with anything. So things have been pretty much shit for me. (Mind my language). But it has gotten to the point where i am now desperately trying to get out of the house, and it breaks my heart considering how close my father and I were before my problems arose. But my only available option is an in-patient program, which understandably is something that needs to be considered with how bad things are with my disorders, but it is one mountain that i an beyond terrified of climbing.
So to get to the point, this is the main reason why I havent seen or talked to most of you. I just dont have the ability to do much. As much as I want to, there are days where all i can do is just stay at home and try to keep calm or try to calm myself down so im not pushing myself too far beyond a breaking point. ......that, and my only source of transportation is a bike right now, so, this is why i haven't been at class these last few weeks.
I'll end my little rant there and end on a high note.
I have seen the new Doctor Strange movie twice now and absolutely love it!!!! Cumberbatch never ceases to impress me with his talent in acting. I wont say anything about it in case of spoilers, but if you haven't seen it yet, YOU MUST!!!
Now i just cant wait to see Fantastic Beasts next Friday. (I know it comes out to night/tomorrow, but im seeing it next Friday with my mother) It looks awesome!! So excited!
I started watching the show The Escape Artist on Masterpiece Mystery with David Tennant and it is really good so far.
I probably would say more but im on my phone doing this with one finger and its my left hand, (my right hand is holding it)
So, i hope everyone is doing great and well. Happy early Thanksgiving to everyone!!!! Hope you all have a wonderful rest of your week!!
However for my friends who personally know me, things havent been all fluff and have been more tougher than normal. (Warning, this may be a bit of a downer) Some of you know that I deal with several anxiety disorders as well as major depression, well it has unfortunately worsened, and the relationship with my father has all but disappeared. My mother moved out about two months ago with my brother and i was stuck to staying with my father since i dont have a job to help pay for rent, and he has made it almost impossible for me to even get my day straight let alone get any better with dealing with anything. So things have been pretty much shit for me. (Mind my language). But it has gotten to the point where i am now desperately trying to get out of the house, and it breaks my heart considering how close my father and I were before my problems arose. But my only available option is an in-patient program, which understandably is something that needs to be considered with how bad things are with my disorders, but it is one mountain that i an beyond terrified of climbing.
So to get to the point, this is the main reason why I havent seen or talked to most of you. I just dont have the ability to do much. As much as I want to, there are days where all i can do is just stay at home and try to keep calm or try to calm myself down so im not pushing myself too far beyond a breaking point. ......that, and my only source of transportation is a bike right now, so, this is why i haven't been at class these last few weeks.
I'll end my little rant there and end on a high note.
I have seen the new Doctor Strange movie twice now and absolutely love it!!!! Cumberbatch never ceases to impress me with his talent in acting. I wont say anything about it in case of spoilers, but if you haven't seen it yet, YOU MUST!!!
Now i just cant wait to see Fantastic Beasts next Friday. (I know it comes out to night/tomorrow, but im seeing it next Friday with my mother) It looks awesome!! So excited!
I started watching the show The Escape Artist on Masterpiece Mystery with David Tennant and it is really good so far.
I probably would say more but im on my phone doing this with one finger and its my left hand, (my right hand is holding it)
So, i hope everyone is doing great and well. Happy early Thanksgiving to everyone!!!! Hope you all have a wonderful rest of your week!!
Update.
Hello! Hope everyone is doing well, with school or just in general. Its been a while since I have posted or updated in a while. Things have been difficult for me lately and trying to deal with the stress that my family is putting on me and making me go through is very difficult, so unfortunately it has made it hard for me to do things and to be in a reasonable mood. But all in all, I'm still standing and fighting the fight and standing against the storm.
On the brighter side of things, I more than eagerly await the premiere of Thor: Ragnarok. Can't wait!! :eager:
Its scary to learn that there are so many fires burning right now here on the
Devious Journal Entry
Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't been active lately, things have been really tough for me lately. I have been dealing with a mountain of crap these last few months trying to deal with a move in with my mother (and unfortunately my brother too) from my old home to an apartment. Things were getting extremely hard and my disorders were getting worse. (My parents just recently separated and are planing for divorce) (lovely plus there) But, to make matters worse, it has been increasingly difficult to find a program to help me with my disorders (either they can't treat me or they are really expensive), my brother thinks that it's ok to treat me any w
Merry Christmas!!!
Hello everyone!!! Just a quick little update before Christmas.
Lets see.....
Well, yesterday I was hanging out with ~TheUltimateFangirlXD (https://www.deviantart.com/theultimatefangirlxd) at her house, and we were just watching videos on youtube while I had my lunch. Of course we both had the munchies, yay :dummy:, and since I cant have anything with wheat in it (moderate wheat allergy, thank the gods its no Celiacs) so i was grabbing mandarins and mini apples that she had. But of course she had out a bag of Cheez-its, which are a downfall for me. So I decided, knowing how far I can push my allergy without having a reaction, "oh...I'll just have one or two crisps." .........4-5 handf
DeviantArtist Questionnaire
How long have you been on DeviantArt?
I have been on DA for three years now.
What does your username mean?
To be honest, it was a random name that I just thought of, but I have been in love with dragons for years, so that has a huge meaning in the name, for the violet part, I'm not too sure.
Describe yourself in three words.
Imaginative, strong, and caring
Are you left or right handed?
Right handed
What was your first deviation?
A simple sketch of an online mini game character (nitrome's Temple Glider)
What is your favourite type of art to create?
Just a bit of everything really.
If you could instantly master a different art s
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Oh my gosh.. Senpai I'm so sorry!!! If you need to get out of the house, feel free to chill with me. I hope things get better for you. I miss you and love you Jules!